Mengayat ~ ~

Dia kata apa beb?

Die kata "ai cintakan yuh..ai tak nak kehilangan yuh selama2nya..ai nk yuh jadik milek ai..ai tak sanggup yuh pergi dgn yg lain...ai tak dpt idop tanpa yuh.."

Ko jawab apa beb?

Ai juge..

Tu jek??

Aku tak biase mengayat mcm die..tu dh bertahun prektis ngn skandal2 die before ths...sbb tu mega bobastik ayat die..

Aah..ko kan technician kompeter jek...

(nanges~ ~)

Droolz..

Drooling.. Yes

You.. Supposedly NO

Y am I still drooling all over you

Besides the facts that I knw we can't be together

No matter what

No matter how hard we tried

Yep

None the chances

None

So kena titik kan juga

Ignoring sometimes is a bliss

And yep, I knw, it's my destiny to find someone better

Or someone better is just around the corner

Stop drooling

Stop peeking

Stop msging

Stop calling

Stop toying with my heart

U r not my saviour

I don't need one

I can save myself

I just need a DREAM-CATCHER

N I positively think that u r not one of it

Back-off!

Gossip Pagi Isnin

Scene : Pagi Isnin yg sangap
Venue : Opis sy
Metod : i!m opis


Saya : amoi
Saya : bosan
Amoi : lumrah tu nyah lumrah
Saya : adeh
Saya : ko xbosan ke
Saya : wei aku nk gossip wei
Saya : ada gossip panas ni
Amoi : ha perdia perdia
Saya : kucing aku bru beranak
Saya : anak die 3 eko
Saya : 2 eko kaler itam
Saya : satu lagi kaler kuning
Saya : yg kaler kuning tu muke die lain betol
Amoi : ni gosip sikit lagi mau kene lempang
Saya : aku rase die anak haram
Saya : series nyah
Saya : ni bukan perkara men2
Saya : lain...aku tenung mata die....die tenung mata aku balik...
Saya : idong die slightly mancung; muke die muke bdk yg skeri
Saya : tgk; ko taknak layan pon aku gossip
Amoi : ni ko terikut2 citer the switch
Amoi : mule nak pikir ade org hijak kucing ko
Saya : hahahahhahahahahahahahahahha
Amoi : kalau pun kucing tu anak haram
Amoi : tak dose
Amoi : kau tak perlu risau
Saya : wei
Saya : kene pandang serius ok
Saya : tu bukan anak die
Saya : en kalil kuarkan dwet berlebihan nk sapot anak ntah sapa2 tu
Amoi : kau nak aku pukul kau ke
Saya : dna pon tak sama
Saya : so susu badan die mungkin x berkesan
Amoi : ahhhhhhhhh
Saya : isu2 mcm ni jgn pandang runcit sgt amoi
Amoi : aku peduli ape nyahh aku peduli apeee *tarik serkup
Saya : hahahahahahahhahaa
Saya : bodo laaa; jgn buat aku terbayang bleh tak
Saya : yela2 aku x ckp pasal kuceng lagi

The time have come

46 days to go..
Till my new goal in life will be achieved..

Can't wait..
Just can't wait..

Pray for the best..

Need a pants and a body rough :)

KLCC; here I come...

STOP!

Sy perlu berhenti

Tiada harapan

Tak perlu dia

Sy dh ok kenapa biarkan diri stumble back?

Sy perlu berenti

Semlm kwn sy nasihatkan sy. Dia kata elok sy pergi jauh dn try new environment. Byk sgt problem. Byk sgt makan dlm. Tak elok utk hati. Dan ye, dia ada point. Sy perlu pergi.

Sampai sy cerita pasal kamu, dia cakap "dah2, baik berhenti. jgn teruskan. nanti memalukan diri sendiri"

Sy rasa sampai masa sy berhenti. Tak perlu bantu kamu. Kamu ada survivor instinct macam yg lain2. Sy harap kamu bahagia dlm hidup. Sy akan berhenti di sini ~~

Berhenti B E R H A R A P

Yesterday, my friend told me

He stopped hoping for 10 months now

And Alhamdulillah

Things are good, good than before

I myself stop and killed all my hopes for him

Since the day we departed

And early this morning, he texted me and tell me that

He don't know what to do

Been trapped by the same person

In the same game called love

I can't put my heart in this dangerous love story

So I asked him to let loose

Don't think too much

Jujur. Ikhlas. Redho

I told him that

It's hard to lemme go

But he need to knw that this is all fantasies

In his head

She's his reality

Good or bad, he need to face it

He just can't turn his face away from the facts

He need to brace it

Face it

Solve it

Argghh!!! Not my issue

Struggle hard to find a place abroad

Pray for me pls

Amin :)

U2 - With Or Without You

The Cure - Lovesong

The 'fun' side of me

Dedicate this words to him :)

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again

Bentuk & Cinta ?

Love come in many shapes and sizes
Different colours
Different height
Different weight

Love come, in a very unique shape
The most unpredicted shape
Broke in to one heart
Open it using the mended keys
That only fit to that door

Without compromising
With no urge
No force
Easy
Swiftly
Put a tattoo in one's heart
N sealed back the same door
N let the blood to do its magic
Sending the vibes n emotion
To the system

Until it successfully drugged oneself
N blinded oneself on the true form of the other half
Eliminated all the bad composure
N left only those good qualities

I lost my composure
He just like someone that I used to know
Lelaki Merah
Who kissed away the pain
Make me laughed
Regard n treating me accordingly
N I start missing those moments
When he's around n my own laughters

N for record, I did once-in-a-while peeked at my phone
Wondering if he's already woke up or not
N waddehel y he's not answering my text
Nk kene pukol ni
Senyum ~~




I xder SPM

Yeah, I know.. I'm telling him also n he kinda suprised..

U bgtau die..

Aha (*angguk)..But I said to him.. I like u..I like talking to u.. U sound so mature n funny n smart..U r smart.. N u did well in wat u love..ur life.. So SPM is just a paper..

Mmg I xder SPM.. tp I ada SPMV...

Ape?

I ada SPMV...


Bodoh!!!! U tipu I...Gile (*pukol2..)

*Gelak kuat2 sampai terburai perut....



He's so funny
N I'm missing him.. ~~



I know us are too early...but..
Would u be my bestfriend?
:)
I would like to have u around more often :)

A New Friend

:)

He'd come n lemme forget about how craps the world is
How miserables my life was
N how lame the sobs are

N create a smile on my face
Like tatooing it @my lips permanently

How much he reminded me of Lelaki Baju Merah :)

Thanx Allah for creating such a wonderful being :)

Music Of My Heart

Lepaking the whole weekend.
From jamming studio.
Then karaoke.
Stompers.
And now Acoustic live band show.

Hidup ini singkat.
Enjoy it while u still can.
But don't over do it.

WiLL

Kalau aku dh tua, xder siapa jaga aku, ko anta aku kat umah org tua ek beb..ko jek harapan aku..dtg laa melawat kalau senang2..

Time raya dtg bwk buah mangga..aku dh takde gg masa tu..so senang makan mangga..lepas tu bawk ketupat palas ngn rendang tok..aku suke..kueh raya bawak yg manes2..aku sweet tooth..

Lepas tu, kalau aku tak ingat ko siapa, ko bgtau ko kawan aku..bukak ceta kelaka kite masa kat maktab..aku suke ceta2 tu..ceta2 tu buat aku gelak..

Lepas tu, ko tunjuk gamba kite yg mcm wanita ameno tu..aku suke gamba tu..

Rumah aku kat Setia Alam tu beb, ko bg kat badan kebajikan..biar dpt saham abadi..n bantu org2 susah..at least ada gak sumbangan aku sblm aku ttp mata...

Ingat pesan aku ni wei..tulis...aku takot ko lupe..ko jek harapan aku skang..

Pilak blank lepas tu :p

Numb

*Gambar xder kene mengena..suke tgk Zac Efron..cute!

My mind went numb..
Beku.
Pening.
Mata rabak.

Tak ayu langsung ari ni.
Ada hati ke gym.
Gym tu perlu.

Semlm..I had a blast!
Lama tak blast2 ni.
Macam zaman universiti pulak :)
Tp my blast event is not a blessed event.
By God and by Human Law.

I need a distraction.
Sekejap.
Utk lupa.
Pasal hati.cinta.perasaan.

Tp, mcm sy cakap pada Pilak pg tadi.
Tiada dup dap.
So, sy tak glow.
Bila x glow, jd tak cantek.
I need a glower.

Yg sy suka, x dpt.
Yg sy x suka, beratur panjang.
Suara yg sy nk dgr sgt, sy x jwb phone call.
Yg sy xnk dengar sibuk telefon.

Sy nk syg.
Tapi x boleh.
Sy rindu.
Tapi x boleh pttnya.
Sebut nama dia pon jatuh haram.
Dn tipu kalau sy kata sy tak suke die msg.

Kawan Amoi sy pesan.
Yg beratur panjang tu, pilih the best dr the rest dan cuba.
Sy rasa sy perlu cuba itu.
Hati sy xada.
Tapi utk cuba jaya dn maju.
Sy kena cuba.
Susah. Hidup sy makin susah.
Sy ada semua tp lack cuma satu.
Kalau yg satu tu ada, complete hidup sy di dunia fana ini. InsyaAllah..


Org selalu cakap.
Good things sll dtg lambat.
Yg terbaik Allah. Plis



Ayat sy dulu kala :

One day u'll walk away jugak nnti. mcm mamat2 lain sblm ni :( sy
heart-broken jugak nnti. end up sy ddk sorg2 kt umah org tua. sy kene prepare
myself. tu benda yg plg sy takot.sy xpercaya org dh :(

Gembira

Congrats.. I believe u deserved it (senyum)

Thanx (senyum back)

He went off..

Capai henpon..

Starting to type..

"Yeay awk.. sy promoted.. syukur Alhamdulillah.."


On my way to press the send button..

Then I erased the whole thing...

Bungkam..

With whom should I cherish this moment...






None...


Tutup PC dan balik... It's not a big deal

Love Make People Creative

I don't believe it at first..

So I vet thru some facts bout how love stimulate the other side of the brain..

Cool...

That's explained the poems, the lyrics, the gifts, the everything-i-do-i-wanted-to-do-it-perfectly thingy...

Oh Tuhanku...I'm in love?

3.47am...dulu..

Tak tdo lagi?

Sy tkleh tdo, tgh layan blues..and created a song for u..

(blush) Tdo la...apa merepek pepagi ni...

Kejap ye...


And from far; I heard him playing his guitar and he started to sing..Can't
really heard his voice but I thought; the thought of it..the song..make it so
damn sweet n it does make me smile :D

Luv u too...

:^>

3.47am...sekarang..

ZzzzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzzzzzz!

Hahahaha!

And Pls Tuhan, kuatkan hati sy...

Sejuk Sangat la Opis Ni...

Tak tau nk ckp apa...
Sgt sejuk air-cond opis ari ni..

Sampai nk menaip pon tangan jd kematu dan krem...
Isk...parah!

You bored me with your stories
I can't belive that I endured you for as long as I did
I'm happy, it's over, I'm only sorry
That I didn't make the move before you

And when you go I will remember
To send a thankyou note to that girl, (oh that girl)
I see she's holding you so tender
Well I just wanna say...(Just wanna say...)

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so glad you're moving away

Valentino, I don't think so
You watching MTV while I lie dreaming in an MT bed
And come to think of it
I was misled

My flat, my food, my everything
And thoughts inside my head
Before you go I must remember
To have a quiet word with that girl(Oh that girl)
Does she know you're not a spender
Well I just have to say...(Just wanna say...)

I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I'm so happy you're moving away
Yeah, I am
Yeah, I am
(And when you go I will remember)

I must remember to say...I never really loved you anyway
No I didn't love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
Never really loved you anyway(I never really loved you anyway)
No I didn't love you anyway(Never loved you anyway)
Never truly loved you anyway(I Never loved you anyway)
I'm so happy you're moving away
Yeah I'm delighted you're moving away