'dia'

'dia' : kwn sy penah cakap; "satu hari, ko akan jumpa sorg pompuan ni.. bila tgk jek die ko akan tersenyum dn hati ko cakap..'she's the one'.." bila sy jumpa; mlm tu terus sy text kwn sy n sy cakap "i think i knw what u meant bro...i met her.."

sy : [speechless sial!]

'dia' : mcm sy cakap; sy dh buat pilihan...

sy : pilihan?

'dia' : dlm idop sy; sekarang..sy kenal 2 org perempuan...kata ada perempuan A n awk as perempuan B..

sy : nape sy B? sy tak suke B...

'dia' : ok, kalau mcm tu awk suke apa?

sy : D la....

'dia' : ok, D..so sy kenal A & D..kalau dgn A, hidup sy akan stay the same...mcm dlu.. sbb A ni mmg mcm exes sy... Tp kalau sy dgn D, sy mungkin berubah...jd lebih baik.. so sy dh pilih... n sy puas ati, eventhough kalau sy tak dpt D, sy mungkin berubah menjadi yg terbaik..sbb mcm sy cakap, seumur idup sy, sy tak penah jumpa org mcm D n ni maybe peluang sekali seumur idop..n sy mungkin takkan lepaskan mcm tu jek...tp kalau mmg xder jodoh, sy redha...

sy : kenape pulak awk pilih sy????

'dia' : sy tak kata sy pilih awk...

sy : celaka haram!!! bangangggg!!! malu ok...!!!

'dia' : hahahahahahahaha...

Geez! this is soooo hard n sweet at the same time..I was sooooo damn skeptical... afraid but happy at the same time..confused

The crazee 1st Date :)

I never met someone like him.
I never thought I would feel this way this fast after hitting another hard bottom.
The fact that his nickname is EXACTLY the same with the person i hate the most doesn't even bother me, make me kinda worried.

Y I like him? we only met twice.
N I did feel that he did touch one hidden place in my heart.

He treat me when we first met.

He offer to drive me around when we first met.

He was so damn serious when he's doing his task and I did find that sexy :)

He have a very nice teeth.Seriously nice white teeth :)

I can argue on current matters when I with him :)

He completed my crazy imagination n he does make me laugh a lot!

He introduced me to his friend/s in our first date (Who does that?)

I love his smiles :) n he actually have the exact placement of mole at his left cheek; same as mine :)

He's cute when he sang the Thai songs. so damn cute :)

I did smile when I saw his name appear on my phone..


He's a gentleman. (..so far)

When the first time he called me 'sayang'; my cheek flush n my heart beating 1000x faster! (no one ever leave the same impact before.. I usually didn't felt anything)

He make me this :





"tu surfboard and ombak garang"...

sweet sial!!!! gile sweet!!

Pls Allah, don't make me fall head over heel for this one.

Pls.. I don't think I'm ready to take the impact if he also have the tendency to just play around with me..

"Ya Allah, peliharalah aku dr tipu daya manusia, jin dan syaitan.."
"Pls also show me the way if he's another imposter..Amin"

New Environment? New Bosses? New Cute Colleagues?

1. At nearly 12pm today, my PM msg me n informed that my future boss asked me to join them for lunch..


2. It was freaking scary because I did avoid all contact with the new team. I'm not ready to move on.. Just love my job so freaking much!


3. But I guess Allah have a bigger plan for me... Yep, I'm going and nobody can't stop me rite now.. I'll be moving to new place, environment this becoming May 2011...


4. The scary part is, there are NO girls in my team..I'm the only one...


5. The best thing is..they treat me like I'm so fragile, easily broken n all...like a princess.. It was nice though...will take as many advantages as they offered :) I think I'll managed...


6. Dying to try the new environment for so long...Hopefully this gonna turn out GOOD :) InsyaAllah...

p.s My future boss given his parking lot to me :) yeay me... :) lav it boss..u r the great!

p.s.s Panjang turned out to be a Fucking JERK and every fiber of my body are hating him..