Love is... ?

Never knew that I loved him this much..
Until he's gone..
The world seems empty again..
Hollowness are everywhere..
It were silence from the top of the tree to the deepest ground of the roots..

I knew I'm going to shed the tears the minute he looked into my eyes..
Telling good bye..
Advising me to go strong and don't ever cry..
All I'm doing is just looked away..
And diverted this small mind of mine over the least significant things..
Such as .."Pee"...?

He keep looking back..
Fourth times...I just peeked from my rear mirrors..
To afraid to even wave; because I know, at that moment of time...
I would be burst into tears...

For three months..He's been colouring my world..
My once black & white world..
With his touch; he did add some fuschia... [canteknya fuschia]..
N now he's gone..

I love my laughs around him..
I know I'm gonna missed those moments..
I know I'm gonna missed that Drama King..
Or Mr Exaggerate..
I'm gonna missed that smile...The eyes..
The hair..
The small mole on the bottom of his rite chin..
The accent..hehehehe..Don't get me wrong...It does annoyed me sometimes...
But after awhile, I found it very...fascinating... :)
I know I'm gonna missed the feeling after he said 'Sy minta maaf sgt2.."..
The purest n yep, it did touch my icy-heart...

I don't have any idea what would happened...
But I think, if something will happened...
It will turn out good if he's around...
I hope everything will turn out good...
And for the first time in my life...
I don't plan to be very cincai about things that would involve him...
Y? I still searching for the reasons...

But rite now, the stooopid-missin feeling did hurt!!
Like a lot!!!!!!!!!!


I know he will not hurt me.. I HOPE he's not gonna hurt me...