Malu

So malu coz been over-reacted..

Geez!..take a chill pills..

Been up all nite..

N been extra sensitive with sounds..

[Very unnecessarily.. I silence the phone the whole day..dork!]

Finally, when I can get hold of him...

I finally breathing...[phew!]

There are so many horrid imagination that been played on my mind eversince he's been outta reach..

Gaung, Accident, Other girls....Astagafirullahalazim...

Hey, don't blame me..

I used to be one damn cool chix..

N now, because of the filthy histories; I totally changed to this lunatic persona...

N yep, during that little chat of ours, I did cry..

[mcm bebudak]

Arrrgghhh!!! I hate this side of me...moopy...

So un-cool...

I heard he smiled at the other end...

He must be so damn proud knowing how BIG impact he did brought to my life...and my little heart...

U gonna pay mister!

In my moopy mood...

A guy : Relax B, Allah jumpa kan u dgn all other guys sbb nk u tau pasal lelaki....

Me : Alhamdulillah for that..

A guy : Wanna have a drink?

Me : Not tonight.. I totally gave in...

A guy : Don't give up...great guy is just around the corner...

Me : [blur]

Jahat laa En Panjang...

I truly hate him and what have he done to me...

[hate ke? hehehehehhehehe :p]

Tgh2 moopy, tu, ada pulak lagu ni :

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

So, I know he proud of me..n himself at this point of time...

I know dear...But u will suffer the consequences.. :p